Today was

kinda weird i guess? I gave blood today at school which was cool. The funny thing is I gave blood at rop like 3 weeks ago. Apparently you're supposed to wait longer than that?! Oh well! Work was work, but I found out that I don't have to work tomorrow! This is so exciting because every friday since I started working there I have had to be there. Anywhooo, I have high hopes for this weekend so DON'T LET ME DOWN!

No Work

Tonight! WOOOOO!!! First friday night off for in a while :D! But get this, my parents have reservations at my work anyway. So guess what? I get to go to work either way xD! Oh well, at least I'll get to have a nice time with the family for once!

this weekend

has totally looked up! on friday i thought i had messed up something that had some real potential. but it ended up being great! work work work, strait to nothing but chillin! yesterday was super chill, awesome time, with an awesome girl. and then today, wow. i realized today that i have the best friends in the world. breakfast was bomb, circut city was bunk. but target, NEW TECH DECKS! so hyped :D. anyway, too many details. all in all, weekend totally flipped from workin hard, to chillin hard. LOVE IT

Everything happens

for a reason. I have always believed that and now I believe it even more. This was all meant to be. This had to happen, and I wouldn't want it to happen any differently.

what do i want?

I am constantly asking myself that question. And what sucks the most, is I really have no answer for it. I honestly have no clue what I want from anything. Sometimes I think I do, but then I realize that I really have no idea what I'm looking for. I think all I want is someone who is on the same page in the book of life that I am on so that we can figure this mess out together.

so what was learned

I learned today (well yesterday now) that I don't truly appreciate a lot of things in life that I should. I take way too much for granted. It's hard to admit, but I really don't know how to handle myself